don't have that much to say. What kind of original thoughts could I ever come up with. I've been thinking about that. And just today in conversation I kept on referring to other peoples thoughts. I guess it's yours if you make it your own and sometimes I do. I combine thoughts or I just leave my fingerprint upon the idea. But it sure feels trivial sometimes. I really should write more. Because I really do like it and I think I am quite talented at it. I just want to learn mostly. I should be reading more too. It's hard to write something when you want to write something that's profound, but you feel like you don't have the right kind of foundation for which to formulate those thoughts. I guess I should just continue to learn and express that through my writing. 

All my friends seem to be leaving me. I guess I'll make some new ones. I've had friends leave before. It seems to be part of being young, having all your friends move away and being left. They try to keep in touch but it's not nearly the same. I'm not that great at it anyways. It's just taken me a while to make the friends I have and it seems like fewer and fewer people understand me as I get older. So when these people leave it's sort of a pain. I'll miss them and I don't know if I can replace them.